It’s all going to be okay…

I had some highway time yesterday and did some praying on the current situation our nation is facing. because “uncertainty” and “fear” have become common themes in 2020. I honestly went to bed last night pretty pretty concerned about what today might bring, but this morning I was having my coffee and had a moment of clarity… Jesus showed up and went to the cross so that we would NEVER have to feel uncertainty… ever… I’ve also learned that the only type of fear that is healthy is the true “fear of the lord”, —when we fear “worldly scenarios” it never really takes us to a good place, at least that’s been my experience… so, I’m just going to be sitting over here —far from perfect, but leaning on my faith because life goes on and I refuse to let the world distract me from the realization of how blessed I am…

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You see… this morning I was awakened by my baby boy climbing in bed w/ me (he’s a miracle, he was brought to us by adoption after our daughter went to heaven and he filled the deepest void we’d ever experienced), laying beside me was my wife who received a kidney 4yrs ago ON THIS VERY DAY (I thought I was going to lose her too). It doesn’t stop there… 6yrs ago, ON THIS VERY DAY, I was riding my bike and felt a sharp pain in my neck, long story short, that next morning I was laying on the operating table having two stents placed in my “widow maker” (see my timeline). God hasn’t held my hand all of these times for me to be stressed out about anything! In fact, it’s a horrible thing for me to have been this blessed in all of these ways and not talk about it all day long but I do. I’m going to be sitting over here working on that… #blessed